Insomnia

My killer insomnia has kicked in, it's nearly five o'clock in the morning and my vision is blurry and my new 19 inchs ViewSonic screen is blinding me with its colors as much as it's dazzling me. I don't want to watch TV, blah blah blah all day long, the news is nothing but a body count, I think they should open a funeral home with each news station, it would be much more financially rewarding than just broadcasting the dead, and they already have branches in every country, so it won't be hard, I reserve the intellectual rights or what ever it is they call it to this idea. When I used to chat on the internet, chatting used to be very useful at these times, talking about any thing, searching for each other, even cursing insomnia and yawning your lungs out together, it's fun. I wrote some thoughts before I attempted, but didn't succeed to sleep, I'll write them as words. It's getting too hot these days, summer is beginning. Yawn yawn yawn, still no sleep, but I like this mode any way, I mean feeling all alone in the heart of the night, it's the best mode for writing, but I hate messing with my sleeping, I hate waking up at 2 in the after noon and so, some times when my sleeping cycle is corrupted I sleep at 9 in the morning and wake up at 5 in the after noon, and I hate that, I like waking up early and enjoying day light, I do all my chores in the morning before it gets real crowded in the middle of the day. Bought a couple of nice blouses 2 days ago, both black, I also learned something very amusing to me which is how to use the movie maker with the video camera, after I finish writing my story which seems will not end in the near future, I want to start making movies with movie maker and copy them to cd's, I have always wanted to study movie direction, now I can do it sitting at my disk, I captured very nice pictures by the capture device. Now I'll just write the words and may be surf a little then drop unconscious and blind on the bed, then I'm sure I'll find my self awake once more, all insomnia'ers know that.